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Dear Amanda,   Hi, how the heck am I?  Yes, I said I, guess who?!  It’s me, you!  I know you don’t believe me, and if you do, you probably won’t listen to a word I am saying, because I never listen to myself or anyone else, but I will try it...

Don't worry, be happy

I just noticed that Robin Williams is in this video, everytime I hear the song I think of my siblings changing the lyrics, now I see something new.  

Silence Scribbles and bits Challenge 111

Peaceful, Hopeful, Encouraged, Heartened, Reinvigorated, Strong, Silence.   Scared, Lonely, Sad, Nervous, Alone, Silence.   Crying, Laughing, Smiling, Frowning, Just for yourself Silence. ...

All by myself

I decided to attempt editing my story today, it really isn't going well but I did title one of the sections when I was young, which triggered this song in my head!

Happy birthday to me!

So I just made myself "cry" again.  Why the quotes? Because I have dry eyes so I don't have many tears.   My boys drove me crazy and were not making good choices today, and made me sad.   I picked this song because my stepdad used to sing it to...

Scribbles and bits 92

          A Young man has lived a life of privilege, getting whatever he has ever asked for but he lacked the things he needed the most, structure, love, friendship, and someone to teach him the values he needs to strive in the world.  ...

Moving on

If I could rewind my life fifteen years would I change anything, maybe, but probably not.  Back then I hated myself, hated my mom and wished that I could have done it all differently.  But then how could I have really, and if I did would have it...

Scribbles and Bits 63

            There I sat, listening to the radio as low as I could as I wrote and read some books.  Looking out the window of the Freightliner truck, the sound of loud snoring coming from the bunk behind me.  By now I have trained myself to allow...

Scribbles and bits 80 It is cold out!

If I may be so Bold I have to tell you that it is freaking Cold Out I have been Told that it is the coldest winter (at least it feels like it). I think we all want to Fold up into a ball So that we could Hold onto to any warmth we are...

Scribbles and bits 78: The Final Countdown.

I don’t know much about football, and to tell you the truth I really don’t care.  I would rather watch the Bulls play basketball, or watch the Sabres.  I suppose my opinion comes from sitting in living rooms, as my dad cheered for the Bills to make...

Scribbles and bits 77 It's Not Too Late

Things are beginning to change in my relationship, I feel that my husband and I are growing apart and I don’t know how to fix it. I know what we should do, the same thing we used to do when things started to go south, lets slip out and run, as...

All my life

Another song that my fiance who passed dedicated to me. <3

Demons- Scribbles and bits 74

My time has come and the ball's in my court. For as long as I can remember I have sat back and let people and circumstances control me, hold me back, and keep me from reaching my goals, reaching my potential.  All because of fear, that beast...

Scribbles and bits 69 Holding on to love

          In fairy tales the story always ends with and they lived happily ever after, leaving children around the world to believe that once they found love, their lives would be complete.           They leave out the fact that love is a...

Letting go Scribbles and bits 68

                        They call a person who is raped a victim, but I like to think of us as survivors.  We may have had something precious taken from us, we may not ever be able to get it back; but if we stand up for ourselves so that we can...

Not Ready to Make Nice

I have been taking steps to finally get over the major hurt I feel after being raped.  After many months of arguing with myself I chose to tell my rapists wife that he did in fact rape me hoping that if he has not changed she could protect her...

Scribbles and bits 67

This was the last straw.  I will no longer let the past hold me back, and I will no longer be afraid to tell the truth and protect others, just so that I do not have to face the truth. I do not care if finally standing up and telling the truth...